F-F-Finals WEEK

HELLO EVERYBODY (I'm writing that in the tune to Retro, Dance, Freak by Gaga btw)

So I've got limited time here but let me break down my life lately:

I go home in 2 days for a month. Can't even talk about how excited I am!! However, this means it is finals week. While I was under stress as it was, one of my professors realized she had mis-communicated the date/time of our final and gave us less than 24 hours notice of its new time. I obviously had planned to study according to the old schedule while also writing papers that were due this week. I admit to my procrastination, but it was still a bit unfair. This curveball left me writing/finishing 3 papers in 3 days while also cramming for my sudden final. Long story short, I pulled an all-nighter to get shit done. Now I'm finishing my last paper that's due tomorrow at 11. Then I've only got one more final until I'M OFF TO MISSOURI!

I realize this is boring but damn...stressful time.

Side note: I'm listening to "Ca Plane Pour Moi." If you've ever seen the Mary-Kate & Ashley movie, Winning London, you'll recognize this song.

See ya on the flip side! (The Midwestern side)

Fiz what?

It's been awhile but....

I'm just gonna jump right in with a few random thoughts:

Every week, I watch Parenthood and seriously end up crying. Not always at sad things, but the show is just such an emotional roller coaster.

Also, Chevelle just released a new song called Fizgig. That sounds weird, but just look it up. I've listened to it on YouTube about 4 times and I love it. I'm not quite sure how to put it but everything about the song almost sounds wrong or off which is what makes it so interesting to listen to.

Speaking of new music, I may be crazy but I always love discovering something new and how it feels foreign. I'm always a little sad when I become desensitized to a song or an artist or whatever. Does anyone else ever think this?

By the way, 16 days until I go home for a month for Winter break! Between now and then I have several papers, finals, and readings that I have to get through.

Well, Until next time...

Oh, Sandy...

Hey, how ya goin?

Right now I'm avoiding reading as much as I can. So, that obviously leads to me writing a new post.

Last week was a bit of a whirlwind. Hurricane Sandy hit and New York City freaked out. Luckily where I am didn't get hit too hard. We did lose power for a week which led to me staying at a friend's in New Jersey until Sunday. While it was nice to have a week off from school, living in the middle ages was not amazing. I'm glad to be back in my room now with electricity and water.

I'm listening to a very weird playlist right now that I made. Currently playing "All the Things She Said" by TATU. Instead of reading I've gotten coffee, made a study schedule, and cleaned up my email inbox. I'm only 14 days away from going home for Thanksgiving! Is it sad that I'm already excited for next summer?

I'd like to say I'm going to read now but we all know I'm probably going to end up on Youtube.

P.S. Don't forget to VOTE tomorrow! I sent in my absentee ballot weeks ago!

P.P.S Here's a clip about Sandy from my favourite movie.

Albums you need to hear (or at least give a chance)

Here are a few albums that I can listen to all the way through. For me, it's kind of rare to find an album where you can listen to every song and legitimately like the entire album. I picked a couple of songs off of each one that I love, but the fact that I'm saying the whole album is great kind of counters the fave song idea. I just thought I'd give a sample though.

1. In Utero - Nirvana: This album is one of the first albums I ever listened to when I first got into rock music. I could probably go ahead and say that every Nirvana album is just as good (in different ways) but for some reason, this album has always been my favourite of their's. The album starts off with "Serve the Servants." The opening line to this song is one of my favourites as well: "Teenage angst has paid off well, now I'm bored and old." Kurt Cobain was a lyrical genius in my opinion. I've listened to this album 1000 times but the songs that stick out to me a lot are "Very Ape" and "Milk It." I also think having "All Apologies" as the final track just ties the whole album together.

2.  This Type of Thinking (Could Do Us In) - Chevelle: There's a long story about how I've gotten into Chevelle. But, with where I've ended up, these brothers are my favourite band now. I debated between which of their albums I love most but I picked this album because it is so innovative and the songs are heavy. Pete's an incredible lyricist anyway (if you haven't figured it out, I'm big on lyrics) but this album especially is unique because Pete and Sam decided to avoid rhyming in order to challenge themselves with writing. The guitar sound has a lot of drop tuning which gives the album an almost sad, pretty vibe. The drumming is a ton of double bass kick which I'm a huge fan of. Also with Chevelle in general, melody is HUGE. The melodies are so addicting. You may think you don't like Chevelle (I originally disliked them for several reasons) but seriously give this album a listen. My favourites include "Another Know It All," "Breach Birth," and "Get Some."

3.  The Fame Monster - Lady Gaga: I've been a fan of Gaga for awhile. I have my sister to blame for that. I know a lot of people don't like her, but I think not only is her music catchy (obviously) but she writes her own stuff, which is rare these days and she's truly a full-on performance artist. This album isn't just another pop album. I've read that each song is supposed to represent a different monster in her life, whether that be drinking or a person or whatever. The album is only 8 songs, but each one is eerie and complex. I would argue that Bad Romance is one of the greatest songs ever written (and the video is amazing). I think it's interesting that she'd write about someone loving everything ugly in someone else. Don't dismiss this just because it's Gaga. Listen to it. Faves: "Bad Romance" & "Teeth."

4. Human Resources - It's Alive: I met IA on a tour in 2010. I became friends with the guys and still remember buying this album for $10 from Clay (the guitarist) at Bogart's in Cincinnati after the show. My sister and I were following that tour (for another band) and were driving from Cincinnati to Cleveland that night. We popped the album into our Scion's CD player and literally played it on repeat during the entire drive. We were going through something that night and this album was saying what we wanted to hear. We would pick up certain lyrics and begin analyzing. That summer, I listened to this album nonstop. The stories behind the songs are intense. There's something about this album that I just can't quite put into words. I do know that every time I go back and listen to songs off of it though, I remember exactly how I felt the first time I heard it. This album is simply incredible. Favourites here are "Questions," "Dialysis," and "Fool For You."

5. No Name No Color - Middle Class Rut: This album was a more recent find for me. I heard the single "New Low" when it first came out in 2010 and my sister got super into this album. Then, we finally had the chance to see these guys (who are a 2-man band btw) this year twice in a 7-day period. After I saw them, I started listening to the album. My sister told me that they wrote these songs and then recorded them immediately so that they didn't lose the urgency behind them. When you listen to the music, you can hear that. The music is so odd, but the fact that Zack and Sean both sing is quite interesting. The lyrics are also so honest. This album just has a lot of emotion behind it. It also doesn't hurt that I have a huge crush on Zack. I go through phases, but right now I'm digging the song "I Guess You Could Say" (which I'm currently listening to). Other faves are: "Busy Bein' Born," "Sad to Know," and "Cornbred."

6. Nox Aeris - Janus: I met these guys back in 2010. I've now developed an interesting friendship with them after seeing them countless times. I loved a lot off of their first album and they're good live. Then this album came out. It's twice as heavy as the last album. I love everything about it. The music is strange and interesting. And I had the pleasure of hearing the stories behind all the songs from David (the singer). The single "Stains" is unexpected sounding but so intense. A couple of my favourite songs are "Waive" and "Lifeless." This band and this album are really unlike anything else and require a certain kind of taste. But once you like it, you'll love it.

"Get Some" Mexican Sun

Hey hey! So I decided that it was time to write again because a) it's been awhile and b) I read 4 chapters of biology today, so I earned it. As you may have guessed, I'm back at school at NYU in NYC. Classes started Tuesday and that's about all that's interesting about that. Right now, I'm not sure how much longer I'll be here in NYC as I am possibly having a change of plans in the near-ish future.

Anyway, since the last time I posted I went to Mexico! I went with my mom, stepdad, and some family friends. It was so much fun and so beautiful but let's be real: me and my hair don't like that Caribbean humidity. Plus most of the drinks (water, milk, juice) were warm...eww. But we got to do a lot of fun shit, including my favorite thing: seeing the ruins of Tulum.

 The beach of Riviera Maya

Tulum

I'm still peeling from my sunburn BTW. Also, my sister, Amanda, and I are only 9 days and 1.5 hours from what is going to be an "interesting" day at worst. I'll let you know how that concert goes after I start breathing again. Kidding, but seriously, going from seeing someone on a regular basis to twice in the past year is obviously going to make that whole shindig interesting. At least if anything goes badly, Amanda and I will be in our favourite city in the world, CHICAGO! 

At some point, I'm going to post another list-like entry that sums up some of my favourite albums...but for now, I must go. 

P.S. I think it's important that you know I'm currently listening to "Forfeit (Live)" and smiling. Just listen and you'll know why. You can't miss out on the voice of a sexy sheep!

Accents and Carnival of Madness

I'm home from what has been a fun past couple of weeks. After the whole Fair to Midland fiasco, my sister and I were ready for a different, better concert experience. We were originally planning to hit up Atlantic City for the Carnival of Madness show at HOB (Chevelle is the only reason we wanted to go). Instead, as fate would have it, we ended up going to the Springfield, IL show. In summation, New Medicine literally counts to 4 in every song. Cavo was slightly lackluster. And Lzzy of Halestorm wore a spandex suit so...anyway, Chevelle was perfect. I'm so glad that was how we ended our concert run this summer.  The new stage set up is amazing.

We obviously didn't stay for Evanescence. Our last sight onstage was something to remember. The whole night was a blast with a lot of details that I want to just keep inside my own head for now. Amanda and I found out some things that are sure to keep our minds hyper for a few months at least.

Now, we're both waiting for the show we have planned in Chicago on 9/15. I'm flying in from school in NYC for one day to see Sick Puppies and she is driving up 8 hours to meet me there. Did I mention that today marks one year since we've seen Sick Puppies? So weird.

Amanda and I spent this final weekend  in Springfield, MO. Between watching thunderstorms on a couch in front of the hotel window and making fun of people at Art Walk, we spent 72 hours speaking to everyone we encountered in our best Australian accents. "Ya knowr?" Everyone was a little surprised when we would respond, but we knew it was hilarious. At this point, we pretty much do everything in sync and I'm having a hard time believing we aren't identical twins.

Other random stuff:
            Currently obsessed with the song "Blood" by In This Moment
            Sheldon the bull is following both, Amanda and I now.
            I'm over the world crew.
            KV13 will occur in Summer 2013 in the midst of a mega tour.

Drama-rama

I'm so seriously over this it's not even funny, but I'm obligated to blog about what happened. This is the last time I'm going to talk about what happened with Fair to Midland, so read it here.

Last night my sister, Amanda, and I went to the 10 Years show at Pop's in St. Louis. We really needed a concert to go to and we've always liked 10 Years shows. The first band was local. They weren't anything special. Then, Kyng played. We weren't really into them either but we sat through their set. Then Fair to Midland came on. Besides the fact that they were probably on acid and cocaine, they were rude and arrogant people. The lead singer was stumbling around onstage acting like he didn't give a shit. After the first song, he told the crowd that they were "the worst crowd they'd ever played for and they didn't even want to finish their show." Then he continued to call the crowd stupid motherfuckers at every chance he got. Obviously, this didn't make me like them.

I'd like to point out that there were probably 3 people in the venue that gave a shit that FTM was even there so everyone else in the crowd was silently staring at the stage, just like Amanda and I were. But about halfway through the set, the drummer started mimicking how Amanda was standing and began to make fun of the two of us. We started playing around back just to pass the time. We were jokingly flipping each other off and smiling throughout the entire set. Then the bassist and guitarist came down into our faces and made fun of us too because we weren't smiling. After the set, the drummer bent down over the stage as he was taking apart his drum kit and told Amanda and I that we were "so ridiculously unattractive that it's embarrassing to look at." I told him to come down to the barricade jokingly and he flipped me off and said "Fuck you, I'm too embarrassed to even look at you." This is the point when we realized this guy was actually pissed. Then a guy from Kyng walked by and flipped us off too. (WTF did he have to do with any of this??) 

Ten Years finally came on and their set was amazing. The show was great, (Wasteland acoustic). After the set we hung around waiting to talk to Jesse from 10 Years and we saw the guy from Kyng making eye contact with Amanda and me while telling some random people how terrible we are and how much we suck. After we got home, we told some people what had been said to us and a good friend made us realize how ridiculous the whole situation was. (Thanks Amir). Then we went on twitter and facebook and people were posting to FTM about how sorry they were for our behavior. People were literally up in arms about us being rude? A few people said they couldn't believe how mainstream we were and how funny it was that two girls got yelled at by FTM. Are you kidding me?? After responding to one person's post about how stupid we were, Amanda received a message from the bassist of FTM telling her to kill herself and jump of a bridge because she was a stupid cunt.

I realize that was long and dramatic, but I had to tell the story from my point of view. I guess the whole thing was a little more serious to the band than we thought it was. But now I've had my fill of STL for awhile and Amanda and I can happily go to Springfield, IL next week to see our friends in Chevelle one last time before summer's end.

So who wants to go see Fair to Midland with us again?

Matte Days

Right now I wish I was at Summerfest in Milwaukee. How dumb is that? I hate festivals, but God what I would give to be there. Anyway, since the last post life has been a little more low key (by that I mean we've stayed mostly in Missouri). After coming home from Chicago, I've just been working and hanging out. For 4th of July Amanda, her husband Devon, and our parents made our way to Cloud 9 for the annual fireworks. We chilled and burned by the pool, sat outdoors on an indoor couch, bought some '50s furniture, and met my future husband. Now we're back home. We went to see the Katy Perry movie the other day. Amanda and I don't even really like her that much, but somehow we both ended up sobbing by the end of the movie.

It rained today for the first time since like May (seriously). My nails are currently painted matte teal. Amanda's are matte grey and pink. We're trying to figure out the rest of our summer plans. We've got an Atlantic City/Boston concert trip in the works but we still have some major details to work out there. We're also figuring out the details on how we're both getting to Chicago in September for a show. However, we get to see some good friends in a few weeks so that should be fun! And we've finally made some way with names for our venue. I don't want to give them away just yet though.

Cobblestone, Concerts, and Chicago

I don't even know where to begin on this one. When I last posted, I was pissed because the tours I was expecting to happen this summer are non-existent. That's still the case. My sister, Amanda, and I decided to go to an outdoor show anyway though because we just needed to.

We made our way to Burlington, IA which is in the middle of a few cornfields. The town itself was awesome: tons of cobblestone, abandoned buildings, and fallout shelters. The day was a high stress situation to say the least. But alas, we ended up front row center for the show, thanks to Chevelle and Janus. The concert itself was fantastic. We were also lucky enough to see Pop Evil at the show. From the picture below, do you think we got along with them? ......

No.

Chevelle

After the show, we said a quick goodbye to a few of the guys. The overall experience was what was expected I guess. It was no Blue Note, but we kind of knew it wouldn't be. It was basically a mini-festival (not my cup of tea). But I'm glad we went because I would've died being at home. 

                 Straight Mosh Pit Chillin                      Soundcheck

After that we drove to Chicago to see a few "sights" and hang out. We got to spend the day basically chilling in Millennium Park, having lunch at Navy Pier, and walking around. Then we headed to the Laugh Factory on Broadway for the Chris D'Elia comedy show. That guy is a fucking riot. And now we have a few more quotes thanks to him: "It is what it is...you do the math." The next day we met downtown with our family architect, Mike, to discuss some future building plans. Before we left we of course shopped at The Brown Elephant on Halsted. Then we were homeward bound.

Chicago

Chris D'Elia

Now I'm left with that "I wish I was still there having the time of my life with people that I love" feeling. Don't get me wrong, I love being home but being on the road is a fucking good time. On the bright side, it seems things are less awkward with Janus now. Hopefully Amanda and I will get to see some of our guys again and a few more of our favorite assholes this summer. Fingers crossed. And I mean Amanda just reached her 555th tweet, so I think fate is on our side again.

VIPs and Venues

Why are my 2 favourite bands on the worst possible tour/not touring at all this summer? I'm extremely meticulous about the concerts that I actually decide to go to. I hate festivals. Outdoor venues suck. I like small clubs with one entrance. No VIP system for retards who didn't wait in line all day. Instead of these kinds of places, I'm forced to go to a venue I know I won't like. This blows. It's honestly a miracle that I've had better than great experiences at the multitude of concerts that I have gone to, since I need so many factors to be perfect in the first place.

At this point I'm just trying to squeeze any ounce of concert out of this summer as I can. Small clubs or not. So far I'm 1 for 2. The first one was better than my imagination could've ever come up with. The second was awkward (as expected). So I think I'm due for a good one next.

Get ready for a stretch analogy: They say it's better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all. So I guess it's better that I go to some average concerts than not go to any at all, right?

Get Some

It's been awhile since my last post.

I'm finally back in lovely Missouri and I'm trying not to take any of it for granted. So far I've been home for 13 days and I've already had (literally) a few of the best moments of my life. More on that later.

While my sister and I (im)patiently await a new Sick Puppies tour, we are busy finding a rebound band. It turns out, that band is Chevelle. After the awkwardness that was St. Patty's day with Janus, we decided to check out our new friends in Chevelle at the Blue Note in Columbia. First we had to sell the Incubus tickets for the same night that we had already bought...which was a problem in itself.

Me and my sister at our home (concert club).

5/22 eventually arrived and we ended up having an absolutely wretched time in line all day. Luckily, our Aussie merch girl Hayley (Sam's wife) came through for us with VIP passes. During the show, Dean was talking to me through the microphone about his refrigerator that I broke...after the show, we ended up hanging out with the Chevelle guys on the bus. Instead of describing all that happened there, I'll just sum it up to: Peter sang and danced a broadway tune for us because we are sisters; and we ended up walking off the bus with some bananas, Easy Cheese whiz, and monster energy from the bus cupboards. (Thanks Dean).

This is me. I look more than rough. Rough pit. Long night. Don't care. Just call me DEADPAN.

Right now, Amanda and I are painstakingly planning out our summer to go ahead and do a tour (if possible), KV13, and Vegas. Maybe we'll even finally make it to San Bernardino. Who knows?

Also, we saw Janus. So over it. #JS #DS

Sidenote: Although I didn't directly reference it in this, fate played a huge part in this day. If you don't believe in fate then you're an idiot. Seriously. All I'm saying is "Get Some."

Status Overload

I have so many things that I want to post as a status, so I'll just post them here.

Facebook can fuck off. First it made me have a camera and messenger app that I didn't want. Now my chat is retarded.

I'm finally going home in 3 days. And I can't fucking wait.

My Darkest Days can just suck a big one.

I want to post the lyrics to every song that I've listened to in the past 20 minutes. (Family System, Get Some, Shameful Metaphors, Antisaint, Point #1)...speaking of this, I highly recommend watching the Chevelle: Live from the Norva DVD if you haven't yet.

Here's one of the many you should watch: (5:34-5:38)

Jamais Vu

I've had 3 more dreams (that I can remember) since my last post. They were more than great. Finals are coming up and I'm freaking out. I'm so ready for summer and concerts and road trips. I love living in NYC but I'm ready to head home.

Here are some pics from the Natural History Museum/Central Park day:

Dino Land

The skyline through the trees

Weeping willows have to be my favourite trees.

Anyway, right now I'm listening to Get Some by Chevelle. Such a great song. I'm patiently waiting for my laundry to finish downstairs. Then it'll be a fascinating evening of studying intermixed with Youtube concert video breaks. 

Happy May! I guess I'll also throw out a "may the 4th be with you" just for shits and giggles.

Swallowed

I can barely drag myself away from Facebook and Twitter (mostly Twitter). I get so addicted to seeing certain people's tweets that I compulsively check my news feed.

Random: I went to the Natural History museum and Central Park yesterday. It was extremely nice and the park reminded me of home.

In other news, I've always been a person that has had dreams that I can mostly remember. In the past few weeks especially I've been having ridiculously vivid, numerous dreams. I started writing them down. From the past 5 nights, I'm up to 12 dreams. If only you knew what they were about...

One last thing before I go: 17 days until I go back home to Missouri for the summer!

Posting

You should see the stuff I write that doesn't get posted.

April

Okay, so today I'm just writing what has happened lately. Nothing exciting but I just realized it's been awhile.

2 days ago (that's right, April Fool's Day) was my birthday! I was a little worried that because I was away from my immediate friends and family that it wouldn't be that great. Luckily, it turned out to be fun. It was casual: just dinner with a few friends. But what really made my day was that the people that mean the most to me wished me a happy birthday (lame, I know).

This leads me to my next point. I mean what I'm about to say in a non-depressing way; I swear. Because I had low expectations for my birthday, anything that happened was an automatic plus. This is something I've been trying to do lately: Start with low expectations and then anything that happens is better. Weird.

2 days before my birthday I also ran into Ellie Goulding at urban outfitters. A pleasant surprise indeed.

Also, I've never been one of those people that died of happiness for summer but in the past few years I've become pretty damn fond of that season. And now that it's April that means that summer is so close I can taste it. Let's hope this summer lives up to my non-expectations ;)

And the good times just keep on coming

I would just like to say that I had an amazingly fun time with Amanda at the Bel-air Elementary school playground on Saturday night. Before we decided to be more than dumbasses and screw up a good thing together the next night, we laid on the slides and ran on the zip-line type thing. That's where I earned these little gems (which are now almost healed) :

Also, we have really gotten into Chevelle in the past few days which is ironic because we both had a preconceived notion that they were assholes (based off of what we've heard from other people/bands). However, this turned out not to be so true. I also hope we can patch things up with our other estranged friends before anything gets weirder, but that's an entirely different issue.

Hope this was interesting. If not, I don't care because I'm still just writing the things in my head.

Last Night's Concert

Last night, I went to see Janus, Middle Class Rut, and Chevelle with my sister Amanda and her husband Devon. It was cold waiting in line, but by the time we got inside, we were ready. Janus was fantastic. The new music is heavier and so intense. Middle Class Rut was weird but good. Chevelle was interesting. Amanda and I got yelled at by Pete because we were tired and yawning in the mosh pit. What's new though? We seem to always get yelled at by rock bands. Then we got to hang out with our guys in Janus afterwards. Good times. Can't wait for summer tour!

What a night.

Favourite Words

I don't know why I'm the way I am, but in being this way I have developed a liking for the pronunciation of certain words. Here a few of my favourites. I'll be continuously adding words over time.

Aqua
Superior
Ithaca
Predicate
Fifth
Moxie
Aesthetic
Academia
Chaotic
Enigma

I'm busy thinking of more...

It's Alive versus MDD

I listen to a lot of music. I know a few bands. Some of these bands I love more than others. Some of these bands make music that actually matters, not just because it sells. This doesn't represent the order of my favourite bands exactly, more of which category they're in. Here's the ranking from emotional music to shitty music.

realest emotion: IT'S ALIVE --- HURT --- JANUS --- CHEVELLE
emotion: SILVERCHAIR --- NIRVANA --- INCUBUS --- FOO FIGHTERS
music: THE PRETTY RECKLESS --- SICK PUPPIES
shit: MY DARKEST DAYS

Call me pretentious with my music

Favourite TV Shows

As you can see, I like to make lists. I'm a micro-manager. These are my favourite shows in no particular order:

1) Lost
2) The Office
3) Friends
4) Dexter
5) Gilmore Girls
6) House
7) How I Met Your Mother
8) Parenthood
9) Pretty Little Liars

I also have an extremely long list of TV shows that I plan to eventually watch including:

Deadwood, X-files, 24, Breaking Bad, etc.

Today

These are the thoughts I had today. I was originally going to independently post them on Twitter or Facebook, but I just decided to post here as one thought instead.

1) It's funny how My Darkest Days are assholes now. They were fun on tour in Summer 2010, now things have obviously changed.
2) I legitimately think that Dasani and Smart Water taste purer than all other bottled waters.
3) Today, I heard a girl say "I have seriously been eating ice all year and going to the gym everyday. If I'm not 100lbs by Summer, I'm gonna kill someone." All  I have to say is...wow.
4) I started watching the New Girl a few months ago and almost stopped because it started sucking. Since January though, it's been hilarious. I definitely recommend.

Okay, so I realize these aren't exciting epiphanies but I just thought I'd put them out there.

On The Go

These are the current songs on my On the Go Playlist. I've been listening to it frequently for about 3 weeks. I don't know why I picked some of them...but anyway, here it is:
1) Supersonic - Oasis
2) Like a Stone - Audioslave
3) Dangerous Animals - Arctic Monkeys
4) Starry Eyed - Ellie Goulding
5) Everything Zen - Bush
6) Stains - Janus
7) Swallowed - Bush
8) Mardy Bum - Arctic Monkeys
9) I Bet You Look Good on the Dancefloor - Arctic Monkeys
10) Make Yourself - Incubus
11) Admiration - Incubus
12) Aneurysm - Nirvana
13) Abuse Me - Silverchair
14) Lights (Bassnectar Remix) - Ellie Goulding
15) Never Change - Puddle of Mudd
16) Dexter Main Title - Rolfe Kent
17) Where is My Mind? - Pixies
18) Malibu - Hole
19) Zombie - The Pretty Reckless
20) Oxford Comma - Vampire Weekend
21) The Collapse - Adelita's Way
22) Isreal's Son - Silverchair

Everybody's Free

Ladies and Gentlemen of the class of ’97

If I could offer you only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be it. 
I will dispense advice now. 

• Don’t worry about the future.
• Do one thing everyday that scares you. 
• Don’t be reckless with other people’s hearts, don’t put up with people who are reckless with yours.
• Sometimes you’re ahead, sometimes you’re behind…the race is long, and in the end, it’s only with yourself. 
• Remember the compliments you receive, forget the insults.
• Don’t feel guilty if you don’t know what you want to do with your life…the most interesting people I know didn’t know at 22 what they wanted to do with their lives, some of the most interesting 40 year olds I know still don’t. 
• Your choices are half chance, so are everybody else’s. 
• Get to know your parents, you never know when they’ll be gone for good. 
• Live in New York City once, but leave before it makes you hard.
• Live in Northern California once, but leave before it makes you soft. 
• Travel. 

Trust me on the sunscreen…

Ron

Tonight, one of the people that I've most looked up to passed away. He was extremely fit, had a great personality, and was truly one of the best people I've ever had the privilege of knowing. Then, suddenly in July 2011, he was diagnosed with the most aggressive type of brain cancer there is. "Bad things happen to good people" has never been more true. I can't believe this has happened. I feel guilty for being so geographically far away from him now...but I know he is no longer suffering and is in a better place. I will love you forever Papa.

RIP Ronald Bailey: The greatest.

City Nights

Tonight, I'm back in the city; New York, that is. Yesterday was a blur. I stayed up all night and then rode to the airport for my early flight. Then I didn't sleep for 36 hours. Now I'm about to watch the Season 3 premiere of Dexter on my Laptop. I'm glad to be back, but I can already feel the stress creeping up on me. Also, I know that while my previous semester was writing intensive, this semester will be reading intensive. So we'll see how that goes...now, back to watching Dexter slice a grapefruit.

13 Sexy Songs

1) Dialysis - It's Alive
2) I Hate You - Sick Puppies
3) Closer - Nine Inch Nails
4) Bad Romance - Lady Gaga
5) Creep - Radiohead
6) Asking For It - Hole
7) Slave - Silverchair
8) Stellar - Incubus
9) Make Me Wanna Die - The Pretty Reckless
10) Mouth - Bush
11) Abuse Me - Silverchair
12) Blood - In This Moment
13) Everlong - Foo Fighters

The Beginnings

        I've finally decided to start writing a blog. I've been writing on my own for awhile now, and I guess I'm just ready to start putting everything I think about on the internet. However, I must warn: 


1) I'm not a celebrity, so I am probably not that interesting. 
2) The things I write about have meaning to me, which means they may not have meaning to anyone else. 
3) It may take me awhile to get into the swing of blogging...or at least awhile until I get to the level of Barney Stinson blogging.


       So, on that note: Let's Do This!